A New Name
Thirty-one years ago, my husband asked me to be his wife. As we dreamed and planned, one of the most moving statements Dave made to me was, “I can’t wait for you to have my last name.” It was kind of scary to think that my “identity” would change, and yet, it wouldn’t change. I was scared of what was going to happen, the “two becoming one flesh” because I thought I would lose a part of me in the process.
Dave was so proud when he presented me with the marriage license. Jokingly, he said, “Here is the paper that tells the world that I bought you.” I joke back, “You may have gotten me cheap, but I’m not easy.” And after 30 years of marriage, he retorts, “Yeah, I know that!” Then we giggle and look deep into each other’s eyes…30 years of being “one flesh”.
When I remember the early moments before I officially became a Mrs., I’m reminded of nervousness, some fear, and definite uncertainty. But when the words “Do you…I do” were spoken, it was as if the world shifted, that final puzzle piece of something missing fit perfectly into my heart. Dave called me by my new name and I enjoyed a newfound peace of belonging to him.
As God’s “redeemed” daughter, I can have peace knowing I belong to Him. He is my creator and the One who formed me. This is such a reassurance to my heart and mind when anxiety, calamity, or insecurities surface. God calls me by name…Amy Jo the “Beloved, Jehovah increases”. My new name.
Just as God gave Israel a new name when He changed the patriarch’s name Jacob to Israel in Genesis 32:28, God in His superiority, indicating His ownership. God loves me and has purchased me, “redeeming” me, making me better than what I once was, and I am His.
Writing this actually made my heart flutter…remember the butterflies of first love? Knowing the love that has “redeemed” me was bought with the most precious of cost…the life of His Only Son, Jesus. I can confidently say, “Jesus Loves Me”.
Friend, do you know that truth? Jesus loves you? God created and formed you. Jesus paid the price for you. Have you said, “I Do”?
